We still have much to learn about the origin of life, but one short video I watched this week certainly confirmed what
so many of us already understand about energy and what/who we are.
The video was narrated by a fertility specialist who shared it on a social media platform. It was of an embryo’s cells dividing and showed a flash of light when it happened. A flash of light. This happens constantly in the body, cells are dividing all the time.
We are luminous beings. We Are Light.
My daughter was born at 9:27 am EST on July 17, 2000.
I died at 9:18 am EST on July 17, 2000.
At 9:26 am EST on July 17, 2000, I was reborn.
Today marks the 22nd anniversary of my death and rebirth, and my daughter’s 22nd birthday.
If it were not for my daughter, I wouldn’t get to be her mother. If it were not for my daughter, I wouldn’t be who I am today.
Having the gift of death and coming back to this life has been both the greatest blessing and the most challenging thing in the world. I have had to navigate a world that seemed foreign to me at first, I was so different than before but the world hadn’t changed. What I took for granted as “normal” no longer made sense and I longed for something new. I initially thought that by changing my outward life it would bring me closer to what I longed for in my heart. What I longed for was to live in a state of being where Love was the predominant energy. I wanted to be in that same state of being I was in during my NDE.
The sticking point for many years was how to “get” there. How do I “be” that Love?
I needed a road map, a blueprint for living and I finally realized I was the only one who could design it. No church, no “guru”, no thing outside of me could do it for me, could show me the way. So, I started meditating. It was the next right thing for me to do. From there, my answers as to the “how” began to arrive. The inspiration to write, to read, to slowly navigate a path back to myself became clearer and clearer.
Writing I Died And Learned How To Live was so cathartic for me. It gave me me back. It gave me a way to break through the barrier of fear I’d inadvertently built up around me to protect me from the judgement and criticism of others. It helped me strengthen in more Love and diminish the influence Ego had over me.
My days are not always carefree, but when I do struggle I have a way to bring myself back to what I know from experience to be the most healing, nurturing, peaceful state of being, which is Love. I return there over and over again.
Happy Rebirthday to me!
Love to you all!
Krista xox
When we take what it is we fear, flip it around and look at it in a beneficial way, we create a whole new life for ourselves.
Happy New Year! Happy Old Fear!!
xoxo
I’m stuck.
Frozen.
There are ten important things I need to do and I’m not doing any of them. The thing is, I totally know why. It’s because I’m fearful about something.
When my spirit, my inspiration, my soul wants to express itself out in the world and the one I call “I” that is my ego gets in the way and blocks my expression, I stop dead in my tracks.
The blockage creates stagnation and the feeling of “stuckness”. It’s an icky feeling. At the same time, a necessary one.
Without it I wouldn’t recognize its opposite, which are the feelings of motivation and inspiration, ones that I wish to experience to their fullest, and lie beyond the sticky frozen stuckness that I presently feel.
So, as Elsa sings, I need to “Let it go, let it go!”
The ice is melting…..I can already feel it!
xoxo
My job is in medicine and I meet a lot of people every day. I love everyone. Everyone is deserving of my love, especially those who seem to suffer more than others, like the homeless alcoholic who I later learned had been a Obstetrition at one time, or the distraught young woman who cut her wrist after her boyfriend broke up with her. My words to her were simple, “You don’t have to live this way, and you know it.” I could feel her energy shift at that moment. I cared for a middle-aged obese woman with high blood pressure who obviously wasn’t taking care of herself. As I left the room, my words to her were “Do what you know you need to do for yourself. You’re worth it.” She and her husband’s jaws dropped at that, literally. I laughed a little, knowing she’d remember it and maybe get back in touch with the love she is.
I’m not bragging or blowing my own horn, I just believe we need to focus on and talk more about love. When we do, it carries that love energy outward, all around us. In the presence of love, there can’t be hate. No fear. Just Love.
Lots of Love to You!
Life is unpredictable.
I used to be so uncomfortable with that saying. I needed a schedule that didn’t change. I had to function within certain parameters where, if they were breached with an unexpected “whatever”, I would be sent spinning.
What I never realized was how afraid I was. I carried a fear of living around with me all the time, yet was completely unaware of the extent to which it affected my life. I figured it was something that was a part of life. Most of us are afraid. That’s just how it is. That’s why we get life insurance. That’s why we save for retirement. That’s why we go to the doctor and take the pills we take.
We’re afraid of living. We’re afraid of dying.
But, why? Why do we see this life as something to be feared? Why do we see death as something to be feared?
Why do we approach life, the most natural thing in the world, as if it is something to be endured, suffered through and ultimately end through this horrible thing called death?
I didn’t get it.
Then, I died.
Then, I got it.
We come here with the experience of who we are in our most fundamental state of being, which is pure, conscious love, and with that, all the joy that comes with it.
When we come into the body, we have the experience of the suffering that occurs when we are separated from the source of who we really are. We’re in the body so we may once again endeavor to experience the joy of who we are. When we do so, we are able to understand the difference between suffering and joy, and when we live to experience only joy, we cease to suffer. We’ve returned.
Love to you 🙂
Krista Gorman, PA-C
Matters Of Life And Death 