My daughter was born at 9:27 am EST on July 17, 2000.
I died at 9:18 am EST on July 17, 2000.
At 9:26 am EST on July 17, 2000, I was reborn.
Today marks the 22nd anniversary of my death and rebirth, and my daughter’s 22nd birthday.
If it were not for my daughter, I wouldn’t get to be her mother. If it were not for my daughter, I wouldn’t be who I am today.
Having the gift of death and coming back to this life has been both the greatest blessing and the most challenging thing in the world. I have had to navigate a world that seemed foreign to me at first, I was so different than before but the world hadn’t changed. What I took for granted as “normal” no longer made sense and I longed for something new. I initially thought that by changing my outward life it would bring me closer to what I longed for in my heart. What I longed for was to live in a state of being where Love was the predominant energy. I wanted to be in that same state of being I was in during my NDE.
The sticking point for many years was how to “get” there. How do I “be” that Love?
I needed a road map, a blueprint for living and I finally realized I was the only one who could design it. No church, no “guru”, no thing outside of me could do it for me, could show me the way. So, I started meditating. It was the next right thing for me to do. From there, my answers as to the “how” began to arrive. The inspiration to write, to read, to slowly navigate a path back to myself became clearer and clearer.
Writing I Died And Learned How To Live was so cathartic for me. It gave me me back. It gave me a way to break through the barrier of fear I’d inadvertently built up around me to protect me from the judgement and criticism of others. It helped me strengthen in more Love and diminish the influence Ego had over me.
My days are not always carefree, but when I do struggle I have a way to bring myself back to what I know from experience to be the most healing, nurturing, peaceful state of being, which is Love. I return there over and over again.
Happy Rebirthday to me!
Love to you all!
4 thoughts on “My Rebirthday”
Happy rebirthday. I’m glad you came back. Although I haven’t experienced an NDE, my spiritual mentor/soul sister who “cracked me open” eleven years ago spent 3 weeks in a coma which included crossing over twice. Everything she taught me about spirituality came from those experiences where she was taught by spirit. There’s something special about being taught directly from spirit itself, accessing it directly. Today I access it during healing sessions, receiving lessons. Thank you so much for writing and sharing your experiences and wisdom!
Krista Gorman, PA-C
What a beautiful process you’ve had and have. Thank you for walking this path with me! xox
Happy Rebirth Day dear Krista! You are the gift shining your light and wisdom in this world.
I have your 12 Principles for Daily Living hanging on a wall in my dinette, it is refreshing to review and reflect on them! Keep on shining!
Krista Gorman, PA-C
Thank you my dear friend! I’m reflecting your light and your wisdom 🙂 I will keep shining and reflecting! xox