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My Rebirthday

Posted at 3:18 PM by Krista Gorman, PA-C, on July 17, 2022

My daughter was born at 9:27 am EST on July 17, 2000.

I died at 9:18 am EST on July 17, 2000.

At 9:26 am EST on July 17, 2000, I was reborn.

Today marks the 22nd anniversary of my death and rebirth, and my daughter’s 22nd birthday.

If it were not for my daughter, I wouldn’t get to be her mother. If it were not for my daughter, I wouldn’t be who I am today.

Having the gift of death and coming back to this life has been both the greatest blessing and the most challenging thing in the world. I have had to navigate a world that seemed foreign to me at first, I was so different than before but the world hadn’t changed. What I took for granted as “normal” no longer made sense and I longed for something new. I initially thought that by changing my outward life it would bring me closer to what I longed for in my heart. What I longed for was to live in a state of being where Love was the predominant energy. I wanted to be in that same state of being I was in during my NDE.

The sticking point for many years was how to “get” there. How do I “be” that Love?

I needed a road map, a blueprint for living and I finally realized I was the only one who could design it. No church, no “guru”, no thing outside of me could do it for me, could show me the way. So, I started meditating. It was the next right thing for me to do. From there, my answers as to the “how” began to arrive. The inspiration to write, to read, to slowly navigate a path back to myself became clearer and clearer.

Writing I Died And Learned How To Live was so cathartic for me. It gave me me back. It gave me a way to break through the barrier of fear I’d inadvertently built up around me to protect me from the judgement and criticism of others. It helped me strengthen in more Love and diminish the influence Ego had over me.

My days are not always carefree, but when I do struggle I have a way to bring myself back to what I know from experience to be the most healing, nurturing, peaceful state of being, which is Love. I return there over and over again.

Happy Rebirthday to me!

Love to you all!

Krista xox

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Happy Birthday To Me!

Posted at 12:16 PM by Krista Gorman, PA-C, on January 21, 2014

This day never used to hold much meaning for me. In the past, I sort of minimized it. Now, I understand it for what it is. The day of our birth is a sacred day. It is the first breath of our divine spirit into this physical form. That first breath is our introduction into this reality that we call life. At the moment of birth, of our coming forth into the world, we immediately begin to experience the field of opposites. This is in direct accordance with our free will. It was my understanding during my NDE that we have free will at all times. We always have the ability to choose our experiences, whether in physical or in spiritual form.

On this day, the day of my birth, I celebrate me. Happy Birthday to me! oxox