We still have much to learn about the origin of life, but one short video I watched this week certainly confirmed what
so many of us already understand about energy and what/who we are.
The video was narrated by a fertility specialist who shared it on a social media platform. It was of an embryo’s cells dividing and showed a flash of light when it happened. A flash of light. This happens constantly in the body, cells are dividing all the time.
We are luminous beings. We Are Light.
My daughter was born at 9:27 am EST on July 17, 2000.
I died at 9:18 am EST on July 17, 2000.
At 9:26 am EST on July 17, 2000, I was reborn.
Today marks the 22nd anniversary of my death and rebirth, and my daughter’s 22nd birthday.
If it were not for my daughter, I wouldn’t get to be her mother. If it were not for my daughter, I wouldn’t be who I am today.
Having the gift of death and coming back to this life has been both the greatest blessing and the most challenging thing in the world. I have had to navigate a world that seemed foreign to me at first, I was so different than before but the world hadn’t changed. What I took for granted as “normal” no longer made sense and I longed for something new. I initially thought that by changing my outward life it would bring me closer to what I longed for in my heart. What I longed for was to live in a state of being where Love was the predominant energy. I wanted to be in that same state of being I was in during my NDE.
The sticking point for many years was how to “get” there. How do I “be” that Love?
I needed a road map, a blueprint for living and I finally realized I was the only one who could design it. No church, no “guru”, no thing outside of me could do it for me, could show me the way. So, I started meditating. It was the next right thing for me to do. From there, my answers as to the “how” began to arrive. The inspiration to write, to read, to slowly navigate a path back to myself became clearer and clearer.
Writing I Died And Learned How To Live was so cathartic for me. It gave me me back. It gave me a way to break through the barrier of fear I’d inadvertently built up around me to protect me from the judgement and criticism of others. It helped me strengthen in more Love and diminish the influence Ego had over me.
My days are not always carefree, but when I do struggle I have a way to bring myself back to what I know from experience to be the most healing, nurturing, peaceful state of being, which is Love. I return there over and over again.
Happy Rebirthday to me!
Love to you all!
Krista xox
I recently went on a retreat that truly amazed me.
Initially, I was reluctant to go…and wasn’t sure why. I found this out after two days of prayer and singing…not well, but I sang. I participated in the program they had created for all of us, letting go and allowing the beautiful, loving energy carry me wherever it wanted me to go.
These were very loving, spiritual, religious women who were there to share their love and spirituality with others with the hope of facilitating healing for those who needed it. They did an amazing job.
I went at the urging of a friend who helped organize the retreat. She knew of my NDE and felt my story could bring great healing to the other attendees. That’s why I went, to be of service using the knowledge I’d gained in the afterlife and after death. I did give generously, but received so much more.
These women were powerful. Just through their love and belief in the loving God of their faith they visibly helped dozens of women, including me. I experienced literal miracles that weekend, and couldn’t have been more grateful for having the opportunity to take part in it. I wanted to retreat, and boy did I!
I’ve been focusing my thoughts around this topic a lot lately, but not really intentionally lol. It’s just sort of there and I’m paying attention to it. I suppose it’s partly because of my desire to move forward in my life and the fact that I feel like the things I want are taking too long to manifest….Patience….
The overarching reason for my being is to be of service to myself and others. Within that are little desires, like loving and healthy relationships, good health, financial security, being surrounded by the beauty of nature, etc. All of these, I believe, will help bring a greater richness to life on top of what I will receive through the work I do directly with people. The energetic exchange between us can be so moving and so fulfilling and so very life-vivifying. I’d like to have as many of those exchanges as possible while helping to relieve suffering through sharing my story and what I’ve learned.
Today, I intend to focus my energy on love, healing and joy and have faith all that I desire is manifesting as I’m doing it.
The Twelve Principles in practice….they are what I’m using through Intention to create my life today.
Much Love xox
What would happen if we nurtured the feeling of Gratitude for everything that happens today… Gratitude for all the wonderful things, the annoyances and frustrations, all of it! How would having Gratitude for everything alter our experience of ourselves and the world around us? Try it!
xoxo
Authenticity.
It’s something we have, but don’t always show it. We are authentically ourselves, yet hide that person out of fear. What is it we fear? Judgement, ridicule, etc. Why? Because we have either been the target of it or have done it ourselves.
What if we didn’t hide? What if the very thing we feared was our ticket to happiness?
We came into this world, this particular incarnation, to live from our authenticity and create the life we desire. It is a life that no one else can create and its necessity cannot be measured.
We owe it to ourselves and to others/the world to be that person. Be happy. Be yourself. xoxox
Just by being here, we are supported. We can never, ever be alone. There are energies all around us, all the time ready to lift us up when we call upon them. Some refer to these energies as angels. I love the word, but choose ‘benevolent spirits’ to describe them myself. They are spirits I met during my near death experience 14 years ago and as a child before that. They love us in a way nothing else can here on earth. It is an ego-less love, as they need nothing in return.
If you feel alone, unsupported by those around you think about asking for help from those you can’t see 😉 then pay attention to what your intuition tells you to do. Wait and see what happens…
“To know and love and serve God is to know and love and serve your Self.”
~ Joseph Campbell
xoxo
I’ve wanted to take the time to sit down and write about the parallels between my NDE and the different world religions. My NDE contained within it concepts of Hinduism, Buddhism, Christianity, Muslim as well as the Law Of Attraction.
I will be posting here as I do make these parallels. I’d love to hear your opinion!
xoxo
HoHoHo!!!
Krista Gorman, PA-C
Matters Of Life And Death 