We still have much to learn about the origin of life, but one short video I watched this week certainly confirmed what
so many of us already understand about energy and what/who we are.
The video was narrated by a fertility specialist who shared it on a social media platform. It was of an embryo’s cells dividing and showed a flash of light when it happened. A flash of light. This happens constantly in the body, cells are dividing all the time.
We are luminous beings. We Are Light.
My daughter was born at 9:27 am EST on July 17, 2000.
I died at 9:18 am EST on July 17, 2000.
At 9:26 am EST on July 17, 2000, I was reborn.
Today marks the 22nd anniversary of my death and rebirth, and my daughter’s 22nd birthday.
If it were not for my daughter, I wouldn’t get to be her mother. If it were not for my daughter, I wouldn’t be who I am today.
Having the gift of death and coming back to this life has been both the greatest blessing and the most challenging thing in the world. I have had to navigate a world that seemed foreign to me at first, I was so different than before but the world hadn’t changed. What I took for granted as “normal” no longer made sense and I longed for something new. I initially thought that by changing my outward life it would bring me closer to what I longed for in my heart. What I longed for was to live in a state of being where Love was the predominant energy. I wanted to be in that same state of being I was in during my NDE.
The sticking point for many years was how to “get” there. How do I “be” that Love?
I needed a road map, a blueprint for living and I finally realized I was the only one who could design it. No church, no “guru”, no thing outside of me could do it for me, could show me the way. So, I started meditating. It was the next right thing for me to do. From there, my answers as to the “how” began to arrive. The inspiration to write, to read, to slowly navigate a path back to myself became clearer and clearer.
Writing I Died And Learned How To Live was so cathartic for me. It gave me me back. It gave me a way to break through the barrier of fear I’d inadvertently built up around me to protect me from the judgement and criticism of others. It helped me strengthen in more Love and diminish the influence Ego had over me.
My days are not always carefree, but when I do struggle I have a way to bring myself back to what I know from experience to be the most healing, nurturing, peaceful state of being, which is Love. I return there over and over again.
Happy Rebirthday to me!
Love to you all!
Krista xox
Originally written several years ago….I wanted to share this post again in light of learning about an ER physician Dr. Anoop Kumar who published a book which highlights aspects of practicing medicine, of caring for others, we too often overlook and do not include in our daily care of patients..here’s his website…please check it out. It’s “good medicine“. Love to you all!
In a busy ER it can be a challenge to slow down and really be present for people. Let’s face it, being a patient in the ER it’s not really our best moment. We’re vulnerable, often scared and unsure of what’s going to happen. There’s a lot of fear. In my life before, my tolerance level was low. Now, I’m able to function from the point of view of the people I care for and I care for everyone very much. For me, the people I take care of are people, not patients. They are beings of love and light and I am connected to every one of them. Compassion and love are my point of view. May you have a beautiful, healthy day! xox
Like all things in nature, we are energy. Right now we’re in this form, this package of flesh and blood that when broken down into its smallest components is just vibration and we can alter our vibration through what we feel and think.
Feeling is our main mode of communication and the energy of it emanates from our physical body and moves seamlessly with our Source energy through this time and space.
When we feel something, like when we sense thirst, it’s then followed by the thought “I’m thirsty, I need something to drink.” The thought is the second step in the summoning of the energetic resources of the Universe. The next is the physical manifestation of thought energy.
The organs in our physical body vibrate like everything else, and tell us when we’re in alignment with who we really are. When we think negatively we create “bad feelings” which do not resonate with who we are in our truest form, which is love. As long as we’re spending our thought energy on negativity we transfer that out-of-alignment energy to our physical body which results in illness. All illness is a state of misalignment, a sign we’re in need of healing and that we need to pay attention to our well-being. That attention can take the form of thinking healthy thoughts, eating healthy foods and getting enough rest, which are the physical acts we can take to correct the imbalance. It can also take the form of “cognitive therapy” which is the ongoing process of monitoring our thoughts so as to bring forth and focus on only those thoughts that bring us into alignment with who we really are.
Who we are is love and love holds perfect form. It is the totality of all there is and is our true nature of being. Our thought energy is an integral part of maintaining that love-state of being, but more so it is how we feel that creates or uncreates it.
We can think “I am healthy.” But the quest for good health doesn’t stop there. It must be taken a step further with the thought energy integrated into the physical body through the feeling of “I am healthy”. How does this happen? By practicing self-care. The act of lovingly preparing a nourishing meal or exercising with the intention of feeling good manifests in the body as loving, healing energy. Our cells then use that energy to perform the functions it must in order to maintain our physical form. The illusion is there is separation between all of these things, that they function independent of one another when in fact, they are seamlessly working together-the energy of feeling, thought, physical act, and physical manifestation in the body is a continuum with the loving energy of the universe and we have the free-will to use it in whichever way we desire.
That energy is always loving, it is we who alter its form into what the ego wishes it to be based on whatever needs it has in the moment and there is nothing wrong with doing that because it provides contrast to our true nature, which allows for us to grow spiritually while here on this earth, in this form.
When we let go of the physical and move into the realm of pure consciousness we have the choice of where to go and have the unending, loving support of the universe’s co-creative power, only in the realm of the afterlife, its power is much greater, but then, so is ours.
Wishing you abundant health!
xxoo
I recently went on a retreat that truly amazed me.
Initially, I was reluctant to go…and wasn’t sure why. I found this out after two days of prayer and singing…not well, but I sang. I participated in the program they had created for all of us, letting go and allowing the beautiful, loving energy carry me wherever it wanted me to go.
These were very loving, spiritual, religious women who were there to share their love and spirituality with others with the hope of facilitating healing for those who needed it. They did an amazing job.
I went at the urging of a friend who helped organize the retreat. She knew of my NDE and felt my story could bring great healing to the other attendees. That’s why I went, to be of service using the knowledge I’d gained in the afterlife and after death. I did give generously, but received so much more.
These women were powerful. Just through their love and belief in the loving God of their faith they visibly helped dozens of women, including me. I experienced literal miracles that weekend, and couldn’t have been more grateful for having the opportunity to take part in it. I wanted to retreat, and boy did I!
I’ve been focusing my thoughts around this topic a lot lately, but not really intentionally lol. It’s just sort of there and I’m paying attention to it. I suppose it’s partly because of my desire to move forward in my life and the fact that I feel like the things I want are taking too long to manifest….Patience….
The overarching reason for my being is to be of service to myself and others. Within that are little desires, like loving and healthy relationships, good health, financial security, being surrounded by the beauty of nature, etc. All of these, I believe, will help bring a greater richness to life on top of what I will receive through the work I do directly with people. The energetic exchange between us can be so moving and so fulfilling and so very life-vivifying. I’d like to have as many of those exchanges as possible while helping to relieve suffering through sharing my story and what I’ve learned.
Today, I intend to focus my energy on love, healing and joy and have faith all that I desire is manifesting as I’m doing it.
The Twelve Principles in practice….they are what I’m using through Intention to create my life today.
Much Love xox
Krista Gorman, PA-C
Matters Of Life And Death 