We still have much to learn about the origin of life, but one short video I watched this week certainly confirmed what
so many of us already understand about energy and what/who we are.
The video was narrated by a fertility specialist who shared it on a social media platform. It was of an embryo’s cells dividing and showed a flash of light when it happened. A flash of light. This happens constantly in the body, cells are dividing all the time.
We are luminous beings. We Are Light.
My daughter was born at 9:27 am EST on July 17, 2000.
I died at 9:18 am EST on July 17, 2000.
At 9:26 am EST on July 17, 2000, I was reborn.
Today marks the 22nd anniversary of my death and rebirth, and my daughter’s 22nd birthday.
If it were not for my daughter, I wouldn’t get to be her mother. If it were not for my daughter, I wouldn’t be who I am today.
Having the gift of death and coming back to this life has been both the greatest blessing and the most challenging thing in the world. I have had to navigate a world that seemed foreign to me at first, I was so different than before but the world hadn’t changed. What I took for granted as “normal” no longer made sense and I longed for something new. I initially thought that by changing my outward life it would bring me closer to what I longed for in my heart. What I longed for was to live in a state of being where Love was the predominant energy. I wanted to be in that same state of being I was in during my NDE.
The sticking point for many years was how to “get” there. How do I “be” that Love?
I needed a road map, a blueprint for living and I finally realized I was the only one who could design it. No church, no “guru”, no thing outside of me could do it for me, could show me the way. So, I started meditating. It was the next right thing for me to do. From there, my answers as to the “how” began to arrive. The inspiration to write, to read, to slowly navigate a path back to myself became clearer and clearer.
Writing I Died And Learned How To Live was so cathartic for me. It gave me me back. It gave me a way to break through the barrier of fear I’d inadvertently built up around me to protect me from the judgement and criticism of others. It helped me strengthen in more Love and diminish the influence Ego had over me.
My days are not always carefree, but when I do struggle I have a way to bring myself back to what I know from experience to be the most healing, nurturing, peaceful state of being, which is Love. I return there over and over again.
Happy Rebirthday to me!
Love to you all!
Krista xox
Whenever life shifts, when it changes and creates what may appear to be discord in our lives, feeling the discord then letting it go helps ease our suffering and allows the resistance to soften so we may continue on our path…when we can pick up the pieces of whatever’s broken we have an opportunity to create something more beautiful and life vivifying than what came before.
Here’s to picking up the pieces and creating a work of art!
xoxo love to you all 🙂
Our lives are not our own and they were never meant to be. We’re here to participate in this world and share in all of it, to support and love one another. There’s no good or bad, those are judgements against what is beyond judgement. Death is a continuum of life and we’re her to live…to really live. Love you all! xox
We all die, but do we all really live?
One of the things I learned during my transition to the afterlife was that those we were close to on earth are never far away from us even in death. There is this invisible web of energy that we all are and it’s a web that holds all of us in it all the time. All we need to do is think about the one we are missing and they will be there. They may even surprise you and show up when you aren’t thinking about them!
There is an energetic imprint we each have on one another that never goes away. It’s an imprint made from love.
oxxo
Faith is the soul’s knowing that what hasn’t yet been experienced is a possibility.
I’ve wanted to take the time to sit down and write about the parallels between my NDE and the different world religions. My NDE contained within it concepts of Hinduism, Buddhism, Christianity, Muslim as well as the Law Of Attraction.
I will be posting here as I do make these parallels. I’d love to hear your opinion!
xoxo
HoHoHo!!!
Krista Gorman, PA-C
Matters Of Life And Death 