My husband, Ainsley, who still lives in the UK as we go through the process of his immigrating to the US, has been diagnosed with cancer. We still don’t know the type of cancer it is but we know what we’re doing about it.
This didn’t happen by accident. This didn’t happen by chance. It’s happening for many reasons and mostly to provide an opportunity to deeply grow into more expansive love in all respects. Love for self, others, circumstances, experiences, etc. It is an infinitely powerful force that informs our existence and provides the reference point from which everything else flows.
And Love heals.
Here’s Ainsley’s perspective on things…I wish to share it in the spirit of great Love for you all.
“For all those wonderful people out there who have sent me prayers and loving well wishes, I want to say that I love you all. I had my latest results today, relating to the Testicular Cancer . I was told that the tumour they found is more likely to be some sort of Lymphoma, this means that the tumour has to be tested more specifically to decipher what exactly is occurring. I will have to wait for around 2 weeks before I know anything else. So this is what I have decided ( with my beautiful wife Krista ). I am not going to attach myself to any sort of prognosis because as yet there isn’t one. I’m healing very well from my Op and have continued to feel healthy and well within myself. I am on a journey with the deepest truest sense of love and it’s power. I am sharing this now because I want to be an example to others that, walking through our lives with love reveals the abundance of life. I am a powerful force in my own life and when I want something I always get it. My ultimate desire is to live and serve with Krista, this I will achieve. I made a statement a long while ago that stands more true today than ever. I told Krista that to be with her I would move mountains and that there is nothing that can stop me. I revised that today by adding that if I needed to I would take the mountain apart block by block. For my dear friends who read this, hold only joy for me because I remain joyful. Feel happiness with me because I am happy. I knew coming into this life ( and was reminded during my NDE ) that there would be certain experiences which would shape me, I feel deeply in my soul that they are on my path, not to test me, but to help me love more, inspire more, to share more and to continue serving those I am blessed to serve, just because I can“
Much Love to you xox
2 thoughts on “A Gift Of Inspiration….”
(Am sending this via ‘reply’ – I hope. Using Comment didn’t work this time.)
*Dear Krista and Ainsley – I have recently begun learning to pray again. I try to focus on what I have learned about God from NDErs who have been in the Presence of Light and Love. The words are difficult to find apparently to describe in human language the Creator – the All in All. Our Source. The One we all are. But as I rest in the linguistic efforts of those who have been there, I begin to feel peace and warmth and a bit of the encompassing acceptance and Love that cannot be described. So to the One who loves us all, and is us all, I trust with your health, your lives together, your well-being in every possible way. You both indeed teach as you live and love. Love from Paradise, CA* Patricia Glenn
On Thu, Jul 5, 2018 at 5:43 AM, Matters Of Life And Death wrote:
> Krista Gorman, PA-C posted: “My husband, Ainsley, who still lives in the > UK as we go through the process of his immigrating to the US, has been > diagnosed with cancer. We still don’t know the type of cancer it is but we > know what we’re doing about it. This didn’t happen by accident.” >
Krista Gorman, PA-C
Thank you from the bottom of our heart for your loving message, Pat. Your prayers are infinitely powerful and infinitely appreciated. We are well, as Ainsley said, within ourselves and know that Love heals. It, along with all the other things Ainsley is doing to return to his natural state of well-being, is healing him. You are an angel. Thank you xox