Since having a near death experience, living here is sometimes challenging.
Initially, reconnecting to life after my NDE was really, really hard.
Returning with an experience of the afterlife held within my consciousness left me wanting for more depth of meaning in my everyday life. The problem was, no matter how hard I searched, I couldn’t seem to find it. Nothing I experienced measured up. I spent many years suffering emotionally, not knowing how or where to find my happiness.
The problem was, as I reintegrated back in this 3-D world, I’d lost the awareness of the essence of who I was, sacrificing it to the demands of everyday life. I’d gotten distracted, neglected my internal world, and focused wholly on the external.
After years of struggle, I woke up. Again. I once again became aware of who and what learned that I am, and began living from that place of awareness. As I did this, my life gradually changed for the better.
I feel alive again!! This three dimensional world is pretty cool, and can be pretty amazing to live in, when one is able to live from the awareness of who they are. We all can. Every single one of us, and I’m writing about this very thing now in my forthcoming book.