Matters Of Life And Death

Some of my favorite people are neurotic.  They see a routine trip to the grocery store as a huge undertaking, meant to be performed in a series of well-planned steps leading to a predictable outcome with no deviation between initiation and culmination.

I was once like that.  Well, not to the same extent, but certainly within shooting distance.

What changed for me was letting go.  I systematically, consciously, began to loosen my grip on life.  I wiggled out of the mess of tangled beliefs I had about who I thought I was and aligned myself with the trueness of who I know myself to be.  I learned, through my near death experience, who I was, forgot, then learned again 13 years later.  Today, I am clearer now, than ever before.  I continue to unravel and disentangle myself from old beliefs, and am in love with the results 🙂