Some of my favorite people are neurotic. They see a routine trip to the grocery store as a huge undertaking, meant to be performed in a series of well-planned steps leading to a predictable outcome with no deviation between initiation and culmination.
I was once like that. Well, not to the same extent, but certainly within shooting distance.
What changed for me was letting go. I systematically, consciously, began to loosen my grip on life. I wiggled out of the mess of tangled beliefs I had about who I thought I was and aligned myself with the trueness of who I know myself to be. I learned, through my near death experience, who I was, forgot, then learned again 13 years later. Today, I am clearer now, than ever before. I continue to unravel and disentangle myself from old beliefs, and am in love with the results 🙂